posted on : wednesday,7oct ; 12.00am

look at the clouds:
tell me what are you thinking;
whats shape are you loooking at!
maybe to me is a dinosaur to YOU is smth else; SO>>>
- EVERYONE have a different perspective in life -

dont frown because is over; but smile because it happened(:

i and myself is wierd and confused!`
BUCK-up with exams; Stress up with other things!~
DO WHAT! wait and see what else....

RUIQI;

posted on sunday,oct 4; 8.07

[two is better than one-listening]
WHATS RONG WITH ME, WIERD PERSON WITH WIERD STUFF NOW ADAYS! ~
im super depressed for a no reason, that is what i am this days. EMO is all i can tot !what am i this few days, I DUNO MY SELF-I WASN'NT LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME.IS ONLY THIS PEROID OF TIME I WAS!` hmph~~ FEELED BLURED IN THE EYE,
IS TMR GOING TO BE BETTER?!

somethings it is like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as I lived.

RUIQI-confused......

i just dont get it whats in mind with me? I DONT GET IT MAN! seriously. sobbing over such stuffy little tins. im no longer the hyper` one you see! i hate myself;being selfless stupid;irratating and stupid. WTHELL !
is just not right, im not lyk last time: bo chup for every hell single thing.BUT NOW I DO!` every single little tin that occurs i give a fcuking damn ass care you see. im depressed for a TOTALLY no reason in me? whats rong with it you see. i duno. its the end- T.H.E.E.N.D`
emo-ing in the place for nth,even toking on the ass blooddyy fone you see. oh well whatever. i duno.i dunnt care. is JUST ME !

THE FREAK;USELESS!

-copied frm QIRONG BLOG`-

She smiles with a fake smile, and laughs with pain. No one understands how she feels. No one seems to care. She walks around with a pain she shouldn't have. With scars that should never have been. She tries to hide it, thinking no one sees. She loves a guy who can't even see her. She is invisible in a crowded room. She screams at the top of her lungs but no one seems to hear. She wants to feel loved and wanted, but no one has the right way to say it. The pain inside her is slowly eating her happiness. She wants the pain to stop, but it keeps growing. Her scars aren't only physical but emotional as well. She wants to have trust in people, but has been lied to so many times. She needs someone to tell her they care and need to see her happy. But no one has come yet. Her prince in shining armour hasn't arrived. She will be alone forever. These scars she will carry forever. She smiles with a fake smile, laughs with pain. No one understands how she feels. NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE.
facebook !
Your Short Inspirational Quote today is
" Create Laughter ! "
Your Today's Advice is
" Make plans. Go for what you want. "

PPL LET ME TELL YOU THIS :
-I HATE TO GET JEOLOUS
-I AM CURRENTLY FUCKING PISSED
-I DUNO WHAT AM I; WHO AM I!
-ITS STUPID KNOWING YOU !
-FEEL SO DICK;DUMB-ASS!!
-IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIFE. QUIT IT!

regret,regrets,regrets,regrets!`

*i gonna be the person that every single person hates okay?!
*you all are gonna hating me for the rest of ur life?!
*i will be the one when you sees me you shout eeeeekkk sucker!?
*i will JUST BE THE ONE THAT ALL OF YOU HATE THE MOST FOR THE HARDEST CORE!`
*IM GONNA BE EMO IN THE FUTURE DAYS!`

QIRONG DONT EMO LIAO LARHHS. IS THE FACT SO JUST ACCEPT ;ITS THE FACT IS THE FACT ! YOU MAY FEEL THAT YOU LOST EVERYTIN IN UR LIFE, THATS IS HOW I FELT TOO, BUT GET OVER IT. IT MAY BE OVER, THE END ! IS NOT THERE ARE FRIENDS HERE TO SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY THRU! CHEER-UP MY BESTIE. YOU SIAD YOU NOE HOW I FELT IS NOT, URS IS SOOOO MUCH HARDER/TOUGHER.THERE IS NO NEEED TO FEEL GUILTY OVER WHAT YOU DONE, IS THE PAST.
IF SHE WANTS TO HY SHE WILL SOONER OR LATER FIND IT STUPID AND LOSING HER OWN TRUSTED FRIEND YOU SEE. THERE IS NO NEED TO CRY;CRY OVER A PERIOD OF TIME AND STOP OKHAYS!` ANY PROBLEMS JUST SMS ME OKAYS,I WILL DEFINETLY BE THERE TO HELP YOU! (: relax-- fact accept it. you are a hyper person not sooo moody. cheerUp ALTHOUGH YOU CANT ! LONGGGG POST FOR YA! (:

RUIQI(:

* i just want to be alone, sitting down there no one cares in the dark dark place. hiding myself,making sure no one sees.AND its the end. i duno whats inmy mind, maybe just thinking all round. stright thinking is better than crazy;curvy ones. *

the bands in us!

wishing upon a star !

ahahahas !
picas!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo, you all.my bestie fot life ayes. haahhs(:

RUIQI(:

-dont ever get urselv caught up loving that person, when the person dont love you! you will realise that it is so hard to give-up and forget bout that person! trust me. i felt it and i cant take it is real herd agree with me-

I CANT TAKE IT LARHHS ! YOUR SO BITCHY AYES...   whats the problem with you larhhs, you not happy settle face-to-face larhhs .. wthell larhhs . WHATS IN UR MIND YOU SEE!~ I HATE YOU YOU YOU! you are lyk the fish and im the shark that EAY AND SCRAMBBLE YOU UP! no brains okhays!   you suck larhhs; you want make me jealous rite! oh well, come on man, i do it bck to you- okhays... you want rite , oh well BITCH FUCK YOU MAN! BABE,BRING IT ON MAN! COME ON COME ON !!!  you dickssssssss !~ your the worst bitch i have ever ever seen! i cant take it i duno whats on your mind, is just wierd in a way you see. you just dont think before you talkkkss!! oh well, whatever you are,i dunnt care how the fcuking populaar you ARE whatever it is, you watch out!!  you are the paper and im the scissors cut you apart, NTH YOU HAVE IN YOU ARE! FUCK YOU !! ARGHHHHHHH!~    

RUIQI-(: 

giving up is hard; dont try to get urself in deep deep LOVE; i swear! -(: