posted: 3.01 ; saturday, 31oct.

why is life so hard? why is life so diff? i duno why why? HOW MANY why i had it just cant be solve. im just so blurred now. i duno what to do now. im so pissed so angry so sad. i duno. i dont noe what to do, i duno i duno i duno. why why why? why ,must you like do this. i duno what shit is in it! i duno, many suspect in you. i feel super betrayed by everyone. all ican say is why luh. a100,000... can tell it tough. so shit. jealous is just so fucks. fucks fucks fucks. i duno what to do.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIEN!

ONESIX! WE ARE GOING SAME CLASS(lame)! OKAYS! REMEMBER TO COME BCK SCH KKHAYS(: MEET YOU ALL IN CLASS AND CLASS OUTING! (: SEE YOU GUYS!

so bored, i think im going to ROT AT HOME SERIOUSLY! HOW BORED IS LIFE! IM LIKE DAMN ASS BORED LUH! HOW TO SURVIVE, CLASS OUTING SOOOO DAMN ASS LONG! arggghhh!!! okays. you noe what im going to do. LETS SEE:
ILOVE:

• SHANEY NEY!
• CITRINE!
• SIMIN!
• QIRONG!
• WINNIE!
• DAHUA!
• TANYA!
• ZOEY !

AND MANY MANY MORE... SEE HOW LAME AM I !
friend, sorry for what i done. you leaving but yea. im sure we will remember you. sorry, for making you up-set in anyways. but we have time which we were happy. remember the times where we were haapy, having all the fun,laughter and everytin.forget all the fights,quarrels,the times where we were seperated. no matter what, where you are. im sure all ur gans, friends will be there.sorry, for the last. fate meeting you ever-since the first day, best friends until now. sorry. forgive and forget all the bad memories not for peoples sake but your own. sorry. i would never forget any thing abt the past i swear,remembering you. things that you said in ur post im not jeolous, i will never. anything if there is need sms me. im sure i will be able to ans, sorry things turn out this way. sorry friend...

OKAYS! YOU NOE HOW BORED IS LIFE! NOW NOW NOW! NOW IN SCH SCH SCH! ROTTING SOON! ... HAIS. HOW BORED IS LIFE !
OKAYS, WHY MUST PPL CONTROL PPL FRIEND! WHY WHY WHY! IS SOOO UNFAIR RIGHT, SIMIN I PITY YOU SOO FCUKING MUCH LARH! IS LIKE WHAT YOU DO, THEN PPL CONTROL UR LIFE. CONTINUE COUNTING DOWN!

okasy, I WANT TO BE A COUNSILLOR, SUPPORT ME OKAYS! (: BETTER!!!!
so bored! ... CLASS OUTING CLASS OUTING I WANT I DESPO YOU NOE! tsk, sooo long still must wait so long! argggh! okays (:
i want go liao, i just recieve 2010 BOOKLIST! (: WOAH!~

RUIQI(: - IM PROMOTED TO SEC2 AND SUPPORT ME TO BE A COUNSILLOR, ! WOAH~
LOVE YOU AUYS YAW!!!!!!!!1

IM PROMOTED TO SEC 2/6 ! (;

citrine try harder nxt year okays, then GO THRU TRAIN(: OKAYS! i dont want MERGED CLASS WITH 1/7, life is soooo damn miserable luh! i mean why must god and teachers BE SO THAT UN-FAIR! wthell! okays mehy-mind! now is like all hyper hyper ppl ALL GO 2/7.



e.g: ANTONIA; CITRINE; AISYAH; ESTELLA; JAMILAH; AMANDA..... go 2/7 ! WHY WHY WHY WHY! i mean they are the NICEST CHAPS THE HYPER CHAPS ALL THE FUNN FUNN PPL! THEN NOW WE MUST SEPERATE! SUPER UN-FAIR LUH! WE ARE THE FIRST BATCH TO HAVE STREAMING SOOO DAMN ASS EARLY! ` WTH! arghhh! okays!

CHAPS, DONT WORRY RUIQI WILL STILL LOVE YOU GUYS OKAYS, WONT FORGET YOU GUY OKAYS! (: smileeeee ... I LOVE ONE-SIX FOREVER! (:

okays! today damn funnn! HAHAHS ! PLY LIKE MADD WOMAN LIDDAT DRINK TO MILKSHAKE ! SLURPS SLURPS! (:
gtg liao buh-bye! lOVEONE-SIX!

RUIQI(:

i dont want ur says anymore! whatever okays! do whatever you like.i wont be what you expected i will react like okays! WHATEVER! is ur choice! I NOE EVERYTIN BOUT U! is ur decision. how you communicatre is ur shit. iDONTGIVEADAMN anymore! i wont be dissapoint of what you do what you say anymore. i had enough!

you noe how bored is EVERYDAY! ARGGH! tmr got handball competition, tell you uh ONE SIX MUST WIN ONE SEVEN HORH! (: HAHAHAHS ! OKAYS. BORED BUH-BYE!

RUIQI♥

hahahahs(: !`

RACIST YAW! ` (: FEMALE TO MALE! WOW!
DARLING! HAHAHAHS (:


ass massage! (:

wtfucks! SO FREAKING ASS FUNNY! OKAYS, GO TO THE WEB! THEN GO BROWSE THRU! HAHAHAS (: SUPER FUNNEH! (:

IM OVER-BOARD THAT WHY ! HAIS!

taggg:
zoey- HAHAHAHS(: THEY DAMN WHAT LORHHS! hahahahahs! `
anoymous-whatever ur problem larhhs! win him is a glory!
weiming- you added me liao larhhs! (:
hui en- okays. if i online see you online i help u kkhsays(;

HEALTH CARNIVAL ROCK ROCK ROCK! but i mean is like whats rong with you all larhh the express ppl! i mean is like want to fight then l8r ham ji! whats ur problem. then go act like vry duah! super what larhhs! a little bit jiu complain to CM! wtf! whats the problems man! whatever larhhs! WHO CARES! okays.. whatever...
is damn fun lurh! we ply like mad. AND THAT WONG GO PUT BANANA ONME! then got the bananana smell! arggh! hahahahs (: hahahs (: but we had so much fun. SO FUN! WE EARN LIKE MORE THAN WHAT WE EXPECT. !
oh yea -

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZHIJUN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING MIN!

you noe i damn HAPPY! COS I'M THE FIRST THE FIRST TO SMS THEM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!HAHAS! (: ...

OH YEA! I TOKING TO QIRONG AND SHANE ON THE FONE NOW! THAY ARE DAMN NOISY, HAHAHAS(: BORED! LUCKY TMR GOT SCH, IF NOT I FAINT COS OF BOREDOM! hahahahahs (: SO BOREDDD!

gtg liao, buh-bye(:

RUIQI♥- i dont know what happen. but aft i noe what you did just yestd. i FELT betrayed! why must you do this, just to get the fame in you! whats rong with you,.... i saw ur true-colors.

PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE! RUIQI PASS ALL HER SUBJECTS! ENGLISH TOOOOO! (: YES YES YES YES! hahahahahahs(: im super hyper luh! TMR GOT CARNIVAL IN SCH MORE HYPER LUH! and i beat nickson in compo! woohooO!

OKAYS, TODAY WAS EXTREME FUN. ME AND CITRINE;gurlfy TOTALLY WENT SIAO! DAMN FUN! okays! im SOOO HAPPY! i pass ALL SUBJECTS. WOAH~ COOL DOWN!

ILOVE COWS!♥ COWS IS MY PROPERTY !! MY PROPERTY!~HAHAHAHHAHAHS(:

gtg liao! buh-bye! TOKING THU RANO IS ARGGH!

RUIQI♥- MISS YOU!

:8.29pm

heys, exam results all out okay, let RUIQI REVEAL:

• chinese- 72/100
• english- ?
• science- 57/100
• geog- 62/100
• hist.- 62/100
• maths-77/100

so pissed WEIMING BEAT ME IN SUBJECTS.!!! okays. HAHAHAHS(; lol, actuall okay with it larhhs! HAHAHAHS(: oh yea:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN! (:

results i okay with it, as long meet wat i want can lurh(: oh YARH- HE TOK THU ME! HOW HAPPY AM I! HAHAHAHAS(: GTG BUH-BYE!

RUIQI♥- I DONT NOE WHY, I start to hate you all of a sudden. wierd. i find you are a betrayer... to me you are lyk nth now!

'Look. I was pissed off! That's all I could say. I really felt that I wanted to do that shit. At one point in time, I really wanted to do that shit. For real.'

"im just pissed off, cause things werent what i expected. is silence once again okays. expect the unexpected.. all going to beginning of the year, SILENCE-NO TALKS-NTH. be it! "

RESULT RESULTS AND RESULT, i dint scored well, I DINT BEAT ESTHER AND NICKSON! other than CHINESE compo! BUT I BEAT QIRONG IS GEOG: 1/2marks! puff..

• chinese compo- 52/70 (total)
• english- FLUNG; 38/80!`
• geog- 62/100.
• maths- 77/100

TMR GOING THRU MORE PAPERS AYES(: happy shit. HAHAHAHAHAS(: please i dont wanna fail larhhs! :l SHIT ASS! my aim to win : ESTHER;NICKSON;WINNIE;SHANE;QIRONG;DELVIN & 1/7 !` (: peepos that dint do well: TRY HARDER, SURE CAN MEET IN SEC2, CHEER-UP. is okays, cos i dint scored well tooo!

gtg liaos, BUH-BYE! `

RUIQI♥-

taggs:
clarice: OH~ THKS BABEH! (: love ya loads!
zoey: TWO ORANGE SWEEEEET! (: wahhhhhhh~ slurps! `
shanegeneyney: EEEK! sick in tha mind! HAHAHAHAHAS(:
jiajing: OKAYS(: will TAGG YOU de; dear SENIOR! (:

PEEPOS, long time no blog blog AYES! yea, im BACK(: okays, result will be outt soon! hmph`
scary scary ayes! okays, I WANT GO BACK SCH, IS SOO BORED! stuck up! hais, okays...
HAHAHAHHAAHAHS(: maybe going out tmr to buy my BROTHER B'DAY present for the VERY FIRST TIME! (see how bad! )
is not dead yet okays!` is just soo pissed that the GOVERNMENT INCREASE THE ELECTRICITY BILLS BY: 21%!! ARGGH! cheat mONEY larhhs! @^^#@*($&@(
mother-asssole! AHAHAHAHAS(: !!
okays, going do other things luh` MISSES ALL OF YOU;BABES&HUNKS!
bye, RUIQI love you guys(: oh yea lasttttt thing: L.KORH TOK TO ME! HEH HEH! JEOLOUS AYES! he ask sooo MUCH things(: HAHAHAHAAHS(:

RUIQI-
* i cant think of the nice-st things of you now*

I MISSES L.KORH LYK MAD! soo long eversince we talk ,we laugh. i cant meet YA tmr, sad. im so sorry, I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear.you're online and yet we never talk! how long. said a Hi to you, all you said was OH~. the days past is as if the paper was slowly torn FAR apart... before she leaves i promise her saying i will not lose contact with you, and i noe im going to. this year we have fought 2TIMES` is crazy.... i think we have silently break gans..

RUIQI(:

two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

posted time ; 5.54

amanda left two orange SWEET FOR ME! (:

oral was damn HARD! yarh; HAHAHAHAS(: but sure can makeit thru de larhhs! right. YESSS!

woo hoo` i noe i pass geog.... art....maths. then the rest NO IDEA LARHHS! hahas(: okays! AND I DINT WIN ESTHER FOR GEOG ARGGGH! (:

okays, today was DAMN EFFING FUN! stupid froggy tin! NO USE LARHHS! IS LYK all CRAPSSSSSS! hahahahas(:

okays, gtg buh-bye!

-RUiQI(:

*sry for what i've done gurl. i'verealise. hurting all of you in 2CONSECUTIVE days! sry, hope tins wont happen again! REALLY LOVING YOU GUYS plenty;loads loads! (: im sry. i cant force you anymore, you will get pissed. all i can say is. forgive me for i ;ve done to you in any any ways. will nv forget u` u're really my bestest bestest fren, i swear! sorry. you suffered sooo much today, all because of what i started so sorry! ..... forgive my dearest BESTIE! you'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, cause you'll always be in my heart.*

amanda left two orange SWEET FOR ME! (:

oral was damn HARD! yarh; HAHAHAHAS(: but sure can makeit thru de larhhs! right. YESSS!

woo hoo` i noe i pass geog.... art....maths. then the rest NO IDEA LARHHS! hahas(: okays! AND I DINT WIN ESTHER FOR GEOG ARGGGH! (:

okays, today was DAMN EFFING FUN! stupid froggy tin! NO USE LARHHS! IS LYK all CRAPSSSSSS! hahahahas(:

okays, gtg buh-bye!

-RUiQI(:

*sry for what i've done gurl. i'verealise. hurting all of you in 2CONSECUTIVE days! sry, hope tins wont happen again! REALLY LOVING YOU GUYS plenty;loads loads! (: im sry. i cant force you anymore, you will get pissed. all i can say is. forgive me for i ;ve done to you in any any ways. will nv forget u` u're really my bestest bestest fren, i swear! sorry. you suffered sooo much today, all because of what i started so sorry! ..... forgive my dearest BESTIE!*

'life is too short to wake uo with regrets.So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who dont just because you can. believe in everytin happens;for a reason. if you get a second-chance, grab it with both hands. if it changes your life, let it. Kiss slowly.forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy.he just promised it would be worth it... '

'You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.'
i misses L.KORH so badly, we hardly tok; aft that day. misses YOU badly!` (: i will see if i could go westcoast kkhays(; thks for inviting me! IMY!!

WINNIE;CITRINE;DAHUA;DANESSA;ZOEY;CLARICE;TANYA! are the best CHAPS!` ILOVEYOUGUYS!! you all spared a thought for me(:
loves- SHANE;SIMIN TOO!` (:
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER AYES!` ONLY LEFT ORAL! woohooooo~
tmr meeting SIMIN and qirong(maybe) AT INTERCHGE! woah` CANT WAIT FOR THE FUN! (: HAHAS ! LOL, im sooo happy!

RUIQI-
*IM SORRY IF I DIAO YOU 2TIMES CONTINOUSLY today! SRY, IS BY ACCIDENT my fren` is all due to one reason. sry..*

posted on: Sunday;october11 -12.25am i noe that;
You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.Your heart can be empty because all you see is her,or you can be full of the love you have for her.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.

but all i can say to you is,

One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.
what it is to you,can it be the truth.. i have no idea. cant bear tolisten what you have done.

heartless what i think? no idea` i dont think so you are, given up? cant tought of smth better.

RUIQI- [crazy]is it you*

POSTED ON: sat oct 10;4.08

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me."How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to." Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."

SHANE IS SINGING ON THE PHONE! CONFERENCING WITJ QIRONG AND SHANEY-NEY NOW! HE IS DAMN NOISY, THERE IS NO WAY TO KEEP HIS BLOODY DAMN MOUTH!HAHAS! OKAYS!IM BOREC ENOUGH` MUST START REVUSING MY WORK LIAOS` SIANXCZXZCZ !`

RUIQI! loves...

i gave up; i swear i do` changing is part of it ! whatever it is it is!

MY DEAR` dont leave please` u're are lyk my bestest of the bestest friends and now you;re leaving, NO WAY man! i dont want you to leave, i will MISS you lyk mad; moreover i dont even want to lose contact with u- please dont leave, I BEG YOU! decision is urs, dont ignore me anymore can, PLEASE ! suffering, ILOVEYOU AS much as any besties!~ (:

today, went to revise and i learnt soo much; becoming more and more lyk a geeekkkk FREAK! hahas(: is okays, hahas winning ESTHER is my aim! (:

RUIQI- muggling into EXAMS` STRESS up!

posted on : wednesday,7oct ; 12.00am

look at the clouds:
tell me what are you thinking;
whats shape are you loooking at!
maybe to me is a dinosaur to YOU is smth else; SO>>>
- EVERYONE have a different perspective in life -

dont frown because is over; but smile because it happened(:

i and myself is wierd and confused!`
BUCK-up with exams; Stress up with other things!~
DO WHAT! wait and see what else....

RUIQI;

posted on sunday,oct 4; 8.07

[two is better than one-listening]
WHATS RONG WITH ME, WIERD PERSON WITH WIERD STUFF NOW ADAYS! ~
im super depressed for a no reason, that is what i am this days. EMO is all i can tot !what am i this few days, I DUNO MY SELF-I WASN'NT LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME.IS ONLY THIS PEROID OF TIME I WAS!` hmph~~ FEELED BLURED IN THE EYE,
IS TMR GOING TO BE BETTER?!

somethings it is like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as I lived.

RUIQI-confused......

i just dont get it whats in mind with me? I DONT GET IT MAN! seriously. sobbing over such stuffy little tins. im no longer the hyper` one you see! i hate myself;being selfless stupid;irratating and stupid. WTHELL !
is just not right, im not lyk last time: bo chup for every hell single thing.BUT NOW I DO!` every single little tin that occurs i give a fcuking damn ass care you see. im depressed for a TOTALLY no reason in me? whats rong with it you see. i duno. its the end- T.H.E.E.N.D`
emo-ing in the place for nth,even toking on the ass blooddyy fone you see. oh well whatever. i duno.i dunnt care. is JUST ME !

THE FREAK;USELESS!

-copied frm QIRONG BLOG`-

She smiles with a fake smile, and laughs with pain. No one understands how she feels. No one seems to care. She walks around with a pain she shouldn't have. With scars that should never have been. She tries to hide it, thinking no one sees. She loves a guy who can't even see her. She is invisible in a crowded room. She screams at the top of her lungs but no one seems to hear. She wants to feel loved and wanted, but no one has the right way to say it. The pain inside her is slowly eating her happiness. She wants the pain to stop, but it keeps growing. Her scars aren't only physical but emotional as well. She wants to have trust in people, but has been lied to so many times. She needs someone to tell her they care and need to see her happy. But no one has come yet. Her prince in shining armour hasn't arrived. She will be alone forever. These scars she will carry forever. She smiles with a fake smile, laughs with pain. No one understands how she feels. NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE.
facebook !
Your Short Inspirational Quote today is
" Create Laughter ! "
Your Today's Advice is
" Make plans. Go for what you want. "

PPL LET ME TELL YOU THIS :
-I HATE TO GET JEOLOUS
-I AM CURRENTLY FUCKING PISSED
-I DUNO WHAT AM I; WHO AM I!
-ITS STUPID KNOWING YOU !
-FEEL SO DICK;DUMB-ASS!!
-IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIFE. QUIT IT!

regret,regrets,regrets,regrets!`

*i gonna be the person that every single person hates okay?!
*you all are gonna hating me for the rest of ur life?!
*i will be the one when you sees me you shout eeeeekkk sucker!?
*i will JUST BE THE ONE THAT ALL OF YOU HATE THE MOST FOR THE HARDEST CORE!`
*IM GONNA BE EMO IN THE FUTURE DAYS!`

QIRONG DONT EMO LIAO LARHHS. IS THE FACT SO JUST ACCEPT ;ITS THE FACT IS THE FACT ! YOU MAY FEEL THAT YOU LOST EVERYTIN IN UR LIFE, THATS IS HOW I FELT TOO, BUT GET OVER IT. IT MAY BE OVER, THE END ! IS NOT THERE ARE FRIENDS HERE TO SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY THRU! CHEER-UP MY BESTIE. YOU SIAD YOU NOE HOW I FELT IS NOT, URS IS SOOOO MUCH HARDER/TOUGHER.THERE IS NO NEEED TO FEEL GUILTY OVER WHAT YOU DONE, IS THE PAST.
IF SHE WANTS TO HY SHE WILL SOONER OR LATER FIND IT STUPID AND LOSING HER OWN TRUSTED FRIEND YOU SEE. THERE IS NO NEED TO CRY;CRY OVER A PERIOD OF TIME AND STOP OKHAYS!` ANY PROBLEMS JUST SMS ME OKAYS,I WILL DEFINETLY BE THERE TO HELP YOU! (: relax-- fact accept it. you are a hyper person not sooo moody. cheerUp ALTHOUGH YOU CANT ! LONGGGG POST FOR YA! (:

RUIQI(:

* i just want to be alone, sitting down there no one cares in the dark dark place. hiding myself,making sure no one sees.AND its the end. i duno whats inmy mind, maybe just thinking all round. stright thinking is better than crazy;curvy ones. *

the bands in us!

wishing upon a star !

ahahahas !
picas!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo, you all.my bestie fot life ayes. haahhs(:

RUIQI(:

-dont ever get urselv caught up loving that person, when the person dont love you! you will realise that it is so hard to give-up and forget bout that person! trust me. i felt it and i cant take it is real herd agree with me-

I CANT TAKE IT LARHHS ! YOUR SO BITCHY AYES...   whats the problem with you larhhs, you not happy settle face-to-face larhhs .. wthell larhhs . WHATS IN UR MIND YOU SEE!~ I HATE YOU YOU YOU! you are lyk the fish and im the shark that EAY AND SCRAMBBLE YOU UP! no brains okhays!   you suck larhhs; you want make me jealous rite! oh well, come on man, i do it bck to you- okhays... you want rite , oh well BITCH FUCK YOU MAN! BABE,BRING IT ON MAN! COME ON COME ON !!!  you dickssssssss !~ your the worst bitch i have ever ever seen! i cant take it i duno whats on your mind, is just wierd in a way you see. you just dont think before you talkkkss!! oh well, whatever you are,i dunnt care how the fcuking populaar you ARE whatever it is, you watch out!!  you are the paper and im the scissors cut you apart, NTH YOU HAVE IN YOU ARE! FUCK YOU !! ARGHHHHHHH!~    

RUIQI-(: 

giving up is hard; dont try to get urself in deep deep LOVE; i swear! -(: